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Brian Ladd 1131 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape... I also starting to use my past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Brian Ladd 2121 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Brian Ladd 1108 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Brian Ladd 12107 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
January 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th 2019104 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape... I also starting to use my past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Brian Ladd 2~0104 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape... I also starting to use my past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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brian ladd hospital jan 24th 2019 296 views today1/25/2019 Well, it turns out I'm going to need another open heart surgery!! At this point I really don't care anymore...the sadness is unbelievable.
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Brian Ladd 994 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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2 2019 hospital again83 views todayJanuary 25th 2019: 2/1/2019 Multiple nights in the ER January 29 to February 4th, 2019 awful feelings with my heart and body :(
Will be in the hospital until further notice...will try my best to record and document my dreams and finish doing personal requests. My aorta has gotten larger (4.5m) since the valve replacement in September so I may need another open heart procedure at JFK hospital. This means using another bone saw to reopen my sternum...great joy here. FYI I turn 50-years-old on the 8th of February. I'm still taking reading requests and actually have more free time in the hospital than I do at home (and for some reason hospital DDs test to be even more accurate that than those taken from my room) so if you have a question, please ask it...I still need to earn an living.
https://briansprediction.com/private-reading.php
or if you wish to donate please use
https://briansprediction.com/donate.php
Any amount would really be appreciated.
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Brian Ladd 681 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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3 2019 hospital again76 views todayJanuary 25th 2019: 2/1/2019 Multiple nights in the ER January 29 to February 4th, 2019 awful feelings with my heart and body :(
Will be in the hospital until further notice...will try my best to record and document my dreams and finish doing personal requests. My aorta has gotten larger (4.5m) since the valve replacement in September so I may need another open heart procedure at JFK hospital. This means using another bone saw to reopen my sternum...great joy here. FYI I turn 50-years-old on the 8th of February. I'm still taking reading requests and actually have more free time in the hospital than I do at home (and for some reason hospital DDs test to be even more accurate that than those taken from my room) so if you have a question, please ask it...I still need to earn an living.
https://briansprediction.com/private-reading.php
or if you wish to donate please use
https://briansprediction.com/donate.php
Any amount would really be appreciated.
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laddheart467 views todayThis is the last time I trying to do this today...
September 22nd 217: This is the last time I trying to do this today. Aortic heart valve replacement surgery that I had on Tuesday, well it's been five days now since I was installed a new On-X aortic heart valve it seems to be going just fine I don’t like of the other news but the heart is good. God bless everybody Brian (PS This video were very hard on me emotional to make...sorry :)
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1 2019 hospital again67 views todayJanuary 25th 2019: 2/1/2019 Multiple nights in the ER January 29 to February 4th, 2019 awful feelings with my heart and body :(
Will be in the hospital until further notice...will try my best to record and document my dreams and finish doing personal requests. My aorta has gotten larger (4.5m) since the valve replacement in September so I may need another open heart procedure at JFK hospital. This means using another bone saw to reopen my sternum...great joy here. FYI I turn 50-years-old on the 8th of February. I'm still taking reading requests and actually have more free time in the hospital than I do at home (and for some reason hospital DDs test to be even more accurate that than those taken from my room) so if you have a question, please ask it...I still need to earn an living.
https://briansprediction.com/private-reading.php
or if you wish to donate please use
https://briansprediction.com/donate.php
Any amount would really be appreciated.
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On-x mechanical valve64 views todaySeptember 28th, 2018, over one week after aortic heart valve replacement with an On-x mechanical valve, the noise is so loud my son can hear it across a room, oddly enough I can barely notice it. If I had a pet cricket and it lived in the back of my throat, that's what this new valve feels like...and I LOVE IT!
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IMG 071462 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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laddheart361 views today
September 22nd 217: This is the last time I trying to do this today. Aortic heart valve replacement surgery that I had on Tuesday, well it's been five days now since I was installed a new On-X aortic heart valve it seems to be going just fine I don’t like of the other news but the heart is good. God bless everybody Brian (PS This video were very hard on me emotional to make...sorry :)
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IMG 071761 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 072361 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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My heart before and after surgery60 views todaySeptember 15th, 2018, two days before Aortic Valve Replacement Surgery with an On-x artificial valve. I just got back from a mile walk, heartbeat of 115 bpm. I've heard that with this new valve I'm going to hear a clicking noise for the rest of my wife....wonderful! Stay tuned
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IMG 071860 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 071359 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 050659 views todayDecember 23rd, 2018: Another stay in the hospital, sort of serious but I'll be ok...the food is great, maybe I'll come back for more :)
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 072658 views todayDecember 31st to January 2nd, 2019 was spent in the hospital...again! I had a bp of 210 over 120! This was related my new On-x aortic heart valve...my blood pressure is normal now and hopefully, I will not need to spend any more nights in the hospital...but the staff was wonderful and the food was great!
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 050558 views todayDecember 23rd, 2018: Another stay in the hospital, sort of serious but I'll be ok...the food is great, maybe I'll come back for more :)
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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IMG 8879 Back in the hospital due to issues with my new on-x aortic heart valve57 views todayThese are my newsletter posts while in the hospital
11/12/18
I have recorded 10 lucid dreams for the past two nights and will be posting up when I get home hopefully tomorrow.
11/10/18 and 11/11
I realize this email looks terrible but I’m using my iPhone 5s In the icu with lots of wires attached to me
Complications due to My heart valve replacement surgery I hopefully will be out in a day or so. This is getting old :(
Brian
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IMG 050457 views todayDecember 23rd, 2018: Another stay in the hospital, sort of serious but I'll be ok...the food is great, maybe I'll come back for more :)
Psychic Brian Ladd uses his visions, dreams to accurately predict future events. His on-line dream diary contains over 8,000 documented dreams, lucid dreams and remote viewing cases. To date, over 3,000 predictions have come true, with more and more every day. Brian has personally worked hundred missing person cases since 2006 with a success rate of around 45%. Brian served 12 active years in the US Army and then joined the Army Reserves. Brian was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2011, and some say this 'illness' maybe the reason why so many of his dreams have come true.
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brian ladd hospital jan 24th 2019 157 views today1/25/2019 Well, it turns out I'm going to need another open heart surgery!! At this point I really don't care anymore...the sadness is unbelievable.
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aortic valve 2 brian ladd psychic56 views todayI'm back home now and just one more operation to go, this one involves replacing my aortic valve with this shiny new one! Surgery is scheduled for September 17th, 2018 and should be in the hospital for a few days afterward. As always, I will try and record my dreams and do personal dream requests from my phone.
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Brian Ladd 356 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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Brian Ladd 1156 views todayJanuary 5th, 2019: I AM GOING TO DIE...if I don't change my ways right now. Before I explain this I want to share a quick summary of my life to date.
I was born with a bicuspid aortic heart valve, with means my valve only has two leaflets compared to a normal of three. Your aortic heart valve regulates all the blood exiting your heart and is about the width of a quarter. When I was born (1969 Lorado, TX USAF hospital) doctors thought it was a hole in my heart, growing up I remember to allot of wires (EKG's) but with no ill effects...I was even able to join the US Army in 1989 with a waver and served 12 years with no issues.
It was not until I was 40 or so I noticed something was wrong, so I had an ultrasound done and discovered that I would need surgy by the time I was 50 or I would die of heart failure. Nine years later, I went into heart failure...my body was filling up with fluid and I could barely breathe.
On another note, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2005, a condition that runs in my family...I lost my uncle and little sister to what 'the voices' told them to do. My condition is treatable and I believe helps me to use my dreams and voices to predict future events...I also believe its possible that anyone can do this, not just me.
What it like hearing voices?
This is the best way I can explain it for the 'normal' person...most people have thoughts racing in their minds during the day, these voices are commonly called 'self-talk'. Most of the time self-talk is repetitive and useless...but the normal person is aware that this self-talk is coming from their own brain...in a schizophrenic person, she or he sometimes is not aware of the source of this brain activity.
Ever since my open heart surgery this year, I've been almost totally inactive and eating way more food than I should...right now I weight 250-pounds (39 BMI) versus my normal bodyweight of 180...this is awful, embarrassing and will kill me if I don't do something about it now. Make no mistake, being overweight is my fault and there are no excuses...not even medical issues.
As you may have noticed in my blog, I love food...and luckily the food I enjoy is mostly healthy. I used to run on a daily basis and doing so let me eat basically as much as I wanted plus I'm fortunate that I don't like sweet stuff and sugary drinks.
So starting today I'm going to get back into shape...I'm also start using past dreams to help me do so. I have set a goal for myself, a high goal, but an achievable goal...
I want to run and fishing (don't care what place) the Saint Judes Memphis Marathon on December 7th, 2019
If you wish to follow my progress or share yours on Fitbit, please do so...I have more than 10 months to be ready...and I will be.
fitbit
https://www.fitbit.com/user/3883PN
race
https://www.stjude.org/get-involved/fitness-fundraisers/memphis-marathon/races/marathon.html
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